Losing it I think :-(

[Skkyee]

I usually have a fairly good handle on this HA thing... But I've been going through a bit if stress and in the last 4 days have been convinced, consecutively, of 3 life threatening illnesses!! I KNOW this is insane.... But my brain won't give up. Brain issue on Sunday, skin cancer on Monday, Tuesday wasn't too bad.... Now I think I have a lump in my neck!

This is relentless, and as much as one side of my brain says... You are fine, it's all in your head..... The other side of my brain is saying.... But there is a lump! (I dunno if there's really a lump.... My fears won't even let me check again in case I confirm it) ...... I'm a mess right now.

Ps. Period due :blush: husbands on going medical diagnosis finally due next Tuesday :huh:, work pressure :wacko:

I know I should be listening to logic, I just keep failing.

What if what if what if

Skkyee

---------- Post added at 19:02 ---------- Previous post was at 18:19 ----------

Update... Since posting this, half an hour ago.... I now have an 'ache' where this lump 'might' be.... Vague Ear ache and beginnings of tooth ache....

So my new diagnosis is stupidity!

Why do I do this to myself??

Thank you for letting me randomly vent :wacko::weep:

Skkyee xx

[Bakebeansrule]

Bless you I know how you feel, it's unbelievable how much anxiety messes with us. It's really nice to come on here and speak to people who understand. I've found a bump in my ribs a few weeks ago but I was the only one who could feel it! Made me realise it wasn't really there