elik
15-03-16, 19:27
Re: Desperate
I feel like I always find a loop hole, I'm constantly looking at the world from a jaded perspective. I stand back and say to myself this is anxiety not me, but the feeling doesn't go and no matter what the cause is it's terrifying. I never see things the right way. I am now struggling for what a good perspective is. All I feel is fear. Always. I'm waiting for the silver lining but I'm always going along this dark and twisted road. If I have a moment of clarity it's shattered by a what if thought. I feel like I look at my entire life and it all looks confused and scared and feared like I'm struggling to understand and cope going. I feel I have never been normal and I don't know how I'm meant to go on.
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I feel like I always find a loop hole, I'm constantly looking at the world from a jaded perspective. I stand back and say to myself this is anxiety not me, but the feeling doesn't go and no matter what the cause is it's terrifying. I never see things the right way. I am now struggling for what a good perspective is. All I feel is fear. Always. I'm waiting for the silver lining but I'm always going along this dark and twisted road. If I have a moment of clarity it's shattered by a what if thought. I feel like I look at my entire life and it all looks confused and scared and feared like I'm struggling to understand and cope going. I feel I have never been normal and I don't know how I'm meant to go on.
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