Pink Princess
04-03-07, 23:06
i dont know what attacks i have, they change all the time depending where i am or who i am with. but when i am alone in my bedroom i get flashbacks. sometimes it triggers off my breathing and i breathe really fast and it gets really sore to breathe and i start shaking and i get really scared. the things i see feel real and i can feel things on my neck so i keep trying to pull it off even though its not there and i get really stessed that i still feel it. its not until i eventually calm down that i realise i have scrathched my whole neck. i say to myself i just wont touch my neck next time cos i know its not real but when it happens again it feels so real and i dont know im doing it. i dont kow how to stop. its really scary but i cant talk to anyone about it cos noone knows anything. will it ever go away?