stars22
31-03-16, 11:00
I'm in pieces everytime I feel good something has to happen in went out last night to bingo with a friend and all a sudden eye heaviness pain muscle twitches all in face eye ect hands I thought I was having a stroke so I had a panic attack that I had to hide away from over 200 people I had to sit and hold the shaking and try to deep breathe secretly ! I got home to feel no more better although between that happening in was OK every now and again until my body reminded me about it and I would have like little panics all I wanted to do was have a night off from the kids cleaning ect and enjoy myself but nope !
Now this morning I woke up feeling normal again I was absolutely fine I got a weird passing out feeling but as I'm pregnant I have low blood pressure so thought it was just that two hours past and I was fine until now my chest keeps going tight I keep choking it actually feels like when your drowning in my throat or when you swallow something wrong and get that burning tickle that you can't breathe and now I'm having difficulty breathing I just don't know what to do with myself ? I get better to get worse I try my hardest to go back to the positive person I was but I just can't I have like 5+ symtoms a day ! Everyday is a struggle I never know when the symtoms will come or what they will be in don't even expect it I don't just sit there waiting I could win the lottery and I'd probably be sat there not bothered as I'd be "dying " from these nasty symtoms does it ever go ?? Its been two years of hell I'm due to give birth in three weeks how can I? ? I'm going to end up panicking while in labour or mistaking my labour symtoms as something worse I've given birth two times before but not with anxiety like this I was so strong before I'm just really weak right now
Now this morning I woke up feeling normal again I was absolutely fine I got a weird passing out feeling but as I'm pregnant I have low blood pressure so thought it was just that two hours past and I was fine until now my chest keeps going tight I keep choking it actually feels like when your drowning in my throat or when you swallow something wrong and get that burning tickle that you can't breathe and now I'm having difficulty breathing I just don't know what to do with myself ? I get better to get worse I try my hardest to go back to the positive person I was but I just can't I have like 5+ symtoms a day ! Everyday is a struggle I never know when the symtoms will come or what they will be in don't even expect it I don't just sit there waiting I could win the lottery and I'd probably be sat there not bothered as I'd be "dying " from these nasty symtoms does it ever go ?? Its been two years of hell I'm due to give birth in three weeks how can I? ? I'm going to end up panicking while in labour or mistaking my labour symtoms as something worse I've given birth two times before but not with anxiety like this I was so strong before I'm just really weak right now