ellie_C_mason1990
10-04-16, 15:47
Hi everyone
My ha is really bad today.. worrying about my dad who has been booked in for an ultrasound next week as he is persistently tired, rapid heart rate, chills and high temp and a blood test showed raised liver enzymes (doctor also thinks maybe gallstones). I am terrified and finding it difficult to cope.
He has had a persistent cough for weeks now which he hasn't told the doctor about and they haven't picked up during appointments so of course I have convinced myself it is late stage lung cancer that has spread (his father smoked in the house so has a risk) and all the other symptoms are because of this too.
I think I will just need to accept that he is seriously ill so wondering if anyone has any advice on how to do this, I will practice some cbt and meditate but currently too anxious to focus :(
My ha is really bad today.. worrying about my dad who has been booked in for an ultrasound next week as he is persistently tired, rapid heart rate, chills and high temp and a blood test showed raised liver enzymes (doctor also thinks maybe gallstones). I am terrified and finding it difficult to cope.
He has had a persistent cough for weeks now which he hasn't told the doctor about and they haven't picked up during appointments so of course I have convinced myself it is late stage lung cancer that has spread (his father smoked in the house so has a risk) and all the other symptoms are because of this too.
I think I will just need to accept that he is seriously ill so wondering if anyone has any advice on how to do this, I will practice some cbt and meditate but currently too anxious to focus :(