lostbridget
11-04-16, 01:05
As I have said previously, my boyfriend has just left to go to America for two weeks and I'm a complete state. I've been so incredibly ill lately and just being able to cuddle him to sleep makes everything seem better and I don't know how I'm going to survive these next two weeks.
I can barely leave the house, have no money and my best friend is incredibly busy and scatty. I just want to curl up and sleep until he comes home. He's the only safety and security that I've ever had and I miss him so much already.
I can't eat, I can't drink and I'm a complete wreck. I just want this to stop. I'm such a mess and it won't go away. It's petrifying.
I can barely leave the house, have no money and my best friend is incredibly busy and scatty. I just want to curl up and sleep until he comes home. He's the only safety and security that I've ever had and I miss him so much already.
I can't eat, I can't drink and I'm a complete wreck. I just want this to stop. I'm such a mess and it won't go away. It's petrifying.