Martyboy
20-04-16, 23:46
hi all just wondering if you's lot think my story is anxiety/stress
it all started at the new year alot of pressure on because i was soon to become a dad again for the second time jan/feb time but we knew that he had problems spina bifida and hydrocephlaus and all the doctors was basically saying he was going to be a cabage and wont be able to do anything suprisingly enough he can do every thing legs are a little weak and lots of major operations hes doing just fine i had my first panic attack on new year really bad chest pain thought i was having a heart attack phoned ambulance as i had never expieranced anything like it all clear put it down to anxiety but it didnt stop there it got worst lots more panic attacks thinking i was having a heart attack lots of trips to accident and emergency all still clear then i started getting tingles in head and spine constant dizzines and migranes thought i had a brain tumor or ms kept going back to a&e till i got head ct scan all clear bloods all normal chest scans clear normal size heart ect now ive had a dry throat for ages and like a lumpy feeling in throat keep thinking it is cancer my doctor had refered me for ENT but it will take ages because he dosent suspect nothing he just said in politer words to put your mind at rest all bloods still normall the a&e doctors no know me as a regular now and dont pay any attention because im in there so much but now i get all these symptoms daily -
headaches
earache
neck pain/ache
chest pain/palpertation
tight feeling in throat constantly
muscle spasms
night terrors
night sweats
aches all over body
weakness
constant dry mouth
wee dark brown
stong pulse in my neck
teeth pain
tingles in hands feet scalp and back
tiredness
wheezing
shaking
lower back ache
constipation
abdominal pain
lost just under a stone in a month
pins needles in hands
Hair going thinner loosing it
i have lumps on neck i thought swallon lymph nodes doctor says hair folicles i still insist there nodes and i have loads of tiny red pin pricks all over arms some on chest legs and abdomen doctor said he dosent think its anything major as bloods are perfectly spot on i think i have lymphomia/leukemia
since all my problems first began in january ive had 8/9 blood test all good. Its all putting major strain on my life as i keep thinking im dieing im not the same person anymore i used to be really bubbly now im silent and the littlest thing can set me off crying my family says im a hypochondriac and that its health anxiety as seeing my son poorly has made me more aware of things as weve lived in the hospital since 30th of jan so a good couple of months my girlfriend is sick of listening to me as my son still isnt 100% hes nearly there and ready to be discharged this week if it all goes to plan and she says i need to think about my kids more and get over my self which i cant fault her really as im constantly on about me thinking im dieing i really do insist i have something going on with me but everyone else thinks anxity please reply! oh BTW theyve tried giving me anti depresents but i dont like tablets so wont take them
it all started at the new year alot of pressure on because i was soon to become a dad again for the second time jan/feb time but we knew that he had problems spina bifida and hydrocephlaus and all the doctors was basically saying he was going to be a cabage and wont be able to do anything suprisingly enough he can do every thing legs are a little weak and lots of major operations hes doing just fine i had my first panic attack on new year really bad chest pain thought i was having a heart attack phoned ambulance as i had never expieranced anything like it all clear put it down to anxiety but it didnt stop there it got worst lots more panic attacks thinking i was having a heart attack lots of trips to accident and emergency all still clear then i started getting tingles in head and spine constant dizzines and migranes thought i had a brain tumor or ms kept going back to a&e till i got head ct scan all clear bloods all normal chest scans clear normal size heart ect now ive had a dry throat for ages and like a lumpy feeling in throat keep thinking it is cancer my doctor had refered me for ENT but it will take ages because he dosent suspect nothing he just said in politer words to put your mind at rest all bloods still normall the a&e doctors no know me as a regular now and dont pay any attention because im in there so much but now i get all these symptoms daily -
headaches
earache
neck pain/ache
chest pain/palpertation
tight feeling in throat constantly
muscle spasms
night terrors
night sweats
aches all over body
weakness
constant dry mouth
wee dark brown
stong pulse in my neck
teeth pain
tingles in hands feet scalp and back
tiredness
wheezing
shaking
lower back ache
constipation
abdominal pain
lost just under a stone in a month
pins needles in hands
Hair going thinner loosing it
i have lumps on neck i thought swallon lymph nodes doctor says hair folicles i still insist there nodes and i have loads of tiny red pin pricks all over arms some on chest legs and abdomen doctor said he dosent think its anything major as bloods are perfectly spot on i think i have lymphomia/leukemia
since all my problems first began in january ive had 8/9 blood test all good. Its all putting major strain on my life as i keep thinking im dieing im not the same person anymore i used to be really bubbly now im silent and the littlest thing can set me off crying my family says im a hypochondriac and that its health anxiety as seeing my son poorly has made me more aware of things as weve lived in the hospital since 30th of jan so a good couple of months my girlfriend is sick of listening to me as my son still isnt 100% hes nearly there and ready to be discharged this week if it all goes to plan and she says i need to think about my kids more and get over my self which i cant fault her really as im constantly on about me thinking im dieing i really do insist i have something going on with me but everyone else thinks anxity please reply! oh BTW theyve tried giving me anti depresents but i dont like tablets so wont take them