BrokenAge
22-04-16, 21:03
Hi, as many of you on the OCD board know I worry about schizophrenia because I'm in the age range and etc etc. About a month or two ago I had two deja vu moments within about 2-3 day range so I googled what deja vu meant. Ya know I was just curious on what deja vu even was. So I googled "frequent deja vu" and oh god the worst things popped up. "Frequent deja vu is a sign of Schizophrenia" and "deja vu is a symptom of epilepsy" and I almost cried. So now I've been having deja vu a lot more now, but my mind says "I've seen this person before" or "I've been here before" when I know I haven't. I feel like even if I go to a place I know I've been to its deja vu. I'm freaking out everytime it happens. I was on facebook and i saw someone and thought "oh they look familiar" and I went to their profile and thought never mind never seen then and then I started to feel anxious worrying if that was deja vu. I step back and look at myself and realize it's silly and laugh a little but but sometimes I get really worried. I'm a very health concious person. I always look for symptoms when their not there and then make myself feel them. I've honestly been doing a lot better when it comes to intrusive thoughts. A good 80% of intrusive thoughts don't bother me but these deja vu and hallucinations fears do still a little.