Asharai
24-04-16, 13:59
It's started to be a 'thing'. I drop my 5 year old with his Dad, come home and immediately think I'm about to drop dead from heart attack.
I'm not worried about my son. So I'm not exactly sure why I feel the panic attack coming on as soon as I walk through the door. I'm trying to reason myself out of it at the moment by writing to see if that helps. :) I've got two cats and they can prove quite the distraction but today it's not working.
And the attack makes me feel tired but of course I'm also afraid to go to sleep in case this one time it *is* a heart attack and I don't wake up.
I'm not worried about my son. So I'm not exactly sure why I feel the panic attack coming on as soon as I walk through the door. I'm trying to reason myself out of it at the moment by writing to see if that helps. :) I've got two cats and they can prove quite the distraction but today it's not working.
And the attack makes me feel tired but of course I'm also afraid to go to sleep in case this one time it *is* a heart attack and I don't wake up.