traciec39
08-03-07, 22:45
I have suffered with panic for 12 years now, but never untill now have i felt depressed.
2 weeks ago my mum had a mini stroke from which she is recovering now, and staying with my sister. It was so scarey as she had fallen at home and was dehydrated, the ambulance took us to hospital with sirens blaring.
After a ct scan they discovered what had happened and gave her aspirin daily.
Last year my dad woke up one morning feeling unwell and we took him to a& e and he died there, after just 2 hours, it was such a shock, and i thought the same was going to happen to my mum.
Now though, i feel constantly scared, if my phone rings im so nervous incase its my sister telling me mums had a turn for the worst.
I wake each day after a restless nights sleep, feeling so terrified of what the day will bring......i cant see any light at the end of this tunnel.
Mums doing really well and has started going out, but she is suffering with jelly legs as she is scared she will collapse.
Why am i fearing the worst all the time? i feel like an unexploded bomb is stuck to me. I have left all the care to my sister as i really dont feel like i can cope at all and that makes me feel so guilty.
Sorry to burden you guys, but thanks for reading
tracie xxxx
2 weeks ago my mum had a mini stroke from which she is recovering now, and staying with my sister. It was so scarey as she had fallen at home and was dehydrated, the ambulance took us to hospital with sirens blaring.
After a ct scan they discovered what had happened and gave her aspirin daily.
Last year my dad woke up one morning feeling unwell and we took him to a& e and he died there, after just 2 hours, it was such a shock, and i thought the same was going to happen to my mum.
Now though, i feel constantly scared, if my phone rings im so nervous incase its my sister telling me mums had a turn for the worst.
I wake each day after a restless nights sleep, feeling so terrified of what the day will bring......i cant see any light at the end of this tunnel.
Mums doing really well and has started going out, but she is suffering with jelly legs as she is scared she will collapse.
Why am i fearing the worst all the time? i feel like an unexploded bomb is stuck to me. I have left all the care to my sister as i really dont feel like i can cope at all and that makes me feel so guilty.
Sorry to burden you guys, but thanks for reading
tracie xxxx