katyfitz
27-04-16, 21:26
Hey guys
So I haven't posted for a while because I'm trying to deal with all this in my own way but it's kinda getting on top of me at the moment and just want some people to talk with/to me and see if they can relate or give me any advice.
I keep having these issues where I'm either constipated or have diarrea (sorry tmi) and I'm constantly checking for any blood as I get that cramping feeling when I try to go or when I have gone so this in itself is making me believe I have some sort of cancer and the longer I leave this the quicker the cancer will be spread and I won't make it.
I've actually talked myself through the process of getting bad results back and waiting in a room to be told my outcome and what the next step is. I'd give anything to have a different mind set and to swap my day with someone else just to feel normal again. I literally feel lethargic everyday and groggy, surely this isn't right?
I'm scares and feel a little alone so pls if anyone can relate or just walk with me, pls reply.
Thanks
So I haven't posted for a while because I'm trying to deal with all this in my own way but it's kinda getting on top of me at the moment and just want some people to talk with/to me and see if they can relate or give me any advice.
I keep having these issues where I'm either constipated or have diarrea (sorry tmi) and I'm constantly checking for any blood as I get that cramping feeling when I try to go or when I have gone so this in itself is making me believe I have some sort of cancer and the longer I leave this the quicker the cancer will be spread and I won't make it.
I've actually talked myself through the process of getting bad results back and waiting in a room to be told my outcome and what the next step is. I'd give anything to have a different mind set and to swap my day with someone else just to feel normal again. I literally feel lethargic everyday and groggy, surely this isn't right?
I'm scares and feel a little alone so pls if anyone can relate or just walk with me, pls reply.
Thanks