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SadguyFL
05-05-16, 16:30
So my fear of lymphoma just sent me into a morning panic attack full of rapid heartbeat and uncontrollable crying. I had to take a small dose of xanax to calm me down. But this is the absolute lowest I've been in almost 8 months. I'm stuck in bed and wondering if I should head to the doctor to check me for Lymphoma. One of my tonsils is larger than the other (who knows it may have always looked like this) and I have an itchy ear (that's been on and off for a few years). I almost threw up because of coughing so much because of my nerves. I don't know what to do.

Fishmanpa
05-05-16, 16:57
Are you still on the meds and seeing a psychiatrist?

Positive thoughts

SadguyFL
05-05-16, 17:02
I am on Lexapro and see my psychiatrist. But I haven't found a new therapist that can help with CBT. I was doing better for many months. Right now I'm so low I think I need to see a doctor because I think I have lymphoma.