Lockey1995
06-05-16, 21:27
Hey,
Ive been posting on here regularly about this bowel c fear and atm im feeling terrible depressed as f***! And feeling really run down :(. I now have a back ache that sometimes seems to move from lower back up to the middle.
Although my bowel movements feel better, I managed to empty my self last night for once had some wind and went to the toilet in the morning again pretty normal no constipationor watery came out quite normally.
Now today at work I went about 8 times really bad cramps and once I went and thought I saw blood on one of my stools but I did look down and looked at it from various angles on my knees and it did look brown light brown to be precise and flipped it over with toilet paper and was light brown on that side aswell. But now I keep overthinking if I saw it right or not, I'm pretty sure I did other wise I probably would've been terrified instantly.
The cramps move sometimes lower right, under my chest, in the middle and sometimes In my back. There was a few quite sharpish today but mainly the ache as usual. I just feel so down, so lost, so scared I'm not with it at all :(
Idk if it's my job thats stressing me out I work in retail maybe I subconciously worry about it.
If you did have bowel c how often do you get blood in your poo and would the bowel never go back to normal. My stools aren't loose nor really hard but they do feel soft coming out.
Maybe I freaked out over the one because the reflection of the toilet water changed the colour of the stool?
Basically I'm a complete mess and wake up every morning in amass panic and this bowel c fear is in my mind all the time so something has to be up :(
Ive hit a low even getting on my knees looking at bms :(
Ive been posting on here regularly about this bowel c fear and atm im feeling terrible depressed as f***! And feeling really run down :(. I now have a back ache that sometimes seems to move from lower back up to the middle.
Although my bowel movements feel better, I managed to empty my self last night for once had some wind and went to the toilet in the morning again pretty normal no constipationor watery came out quite normally.
Now today at work I went about 8 times really bad cramps and once I went and thought I saw blood on one of my stools but I did look down and looked at it from various angles on my knees and it did look brown light brown to be precise and flipped it over with toilet paper and was light brown on that side aswell. But now I keep overthinking if I saw it right or not, I'm pretty sure I did other wise I probably would've been terrified instantly.
The cramps move sometimes lower right, under my chest, in the middle and sometimes In my back. There was a few quite sharpish today but mainly the ache as usual. I just feel so down, so lost, so scared I'm not with it at all :(
Idk if it's my job thats stressing me out I work in retail maybe I subconciously worry about it.
If you did have bowel c how often do you get blood in your poo and would the bowel never go back to normal. My stools aren't loose nor really hard but they do feel soft coming out.
Maybe I freaked out over the one because the reflection of the toilet water changed the colour of the stool?
Basically I'm a complete mess and wake up every morning in amass panic and this bowel c fear is in my mind all the time so something has to be up :(
Ive hit a low even getting on my knees looking at bms :(