Anamarta
09-05-16, 21:27
Hello! I suffer from anxiety since forever... I stutter and stutter more when I'm nervous.. my live is not mentally easy.
Having said that, I try to have a normal life, to belong, to be an adult, a responsible one. But it's really hard. I'm on psychotherapy the last 2 years, I take Zoloft. It's good both the meds and talking with a professional helps me a lot, I discovered a lot of complex things about myself that I didn't know of. I have a new job, 2nd day tomorrow. I'm out of my mind..I analyse everything that went on this first day. I always do that, I demand perfection and then for everything that occurs that I interpret as something bad I discount on the expected perfection. It's crazy right!!?? But I do it every single time...
Really glad I found this group! Happy to be able to share! :-)
Having said that, I try to have a normal life, to belong, to be an adult, a responsible one. But it's really hard. I'm on psychotherapy the last 2 years, I take Zoloft. It's good both the meds and talking with a professional helps me a lot, I discovered a lot of complex things about myself that I didn't know of. I have a new job, 2nd day tomorrow. I'm out of my mind..I analyse everything that went on this first day. I always do that, I demand perfection and then for everything that occurs that I interpret as something bad I discount on the expected perfection. It's crazy right!!?? But I do it every single time...
Really glad I found this group! Happy to be able to share! :-)