Lockey1995
16-05-16, 16:16
Hey,
Yesterday was a quite bad day for my anxiety and followed through to today, the cramps have settled a little woke up this morning had a bm movement as soon as i woke up, had my coffee went again and did one big one it felt like there was more in there and I couldn't get it out I felt tense so maybe my anxiety was stopping me passing it idk.
So i did go after my shower and just one little tiny bit of pencil thin came out worry number one although it feels like It might've broken off but the main thing now is the feeling like there's something still there even though I'm pretty sure there's no poo left it just feels like there's something in there :( so I'm completely back to square one. I can't describe it but it doesn't feel as if there is any left in there i didn't strain it just didn't feel like there was any, i did pass a bit of wind which reduced it a little off the toilet but I'm now scared i possibly have mass causing the feeling :(
Now scared of weight loss, can't confirm it as I dont have any scales but I have 3 pairs of work trousers tried them all and a month a go one of them was really tight but it's not as tight now now I definitely think I have cc Theres no other option.
Good god it's one step forward and about 16 back at the moment
Yesterday was a quite bad day for my anxiety and followed through to today, the cramps have settled a little woke up this morning had a bm movement as soon as i woke up, had my coffee went again and did one big one it felt like there was more in there and I couldn't get it out I felt tense so maybe my anxiety was stopping me passing it idk.
So i did go after my shower and just one little tiny bit of pencil thin came out worry number one although it feels like It might've broken off but the main thing now is the feeling like there's something still there even though I'm pretty sure there's no poo left it just feels like there's something in there :( so I'm completely back to square one. I can't describe it but it doesn't feel as if there is any left in there i didn't strain it just didn't feel like there was any, i did pass a bit of wind which reduced it a little off the toilet but I'm now scared i possibly have mass causing the feeling :(
Now scared of weight loss, can't confirm it as I dont have any scales but I have 3 pairs of work trousers tried them all and a month a go one of them was really tight but it's not as tight now now I definitely think I have cc Theres no other option.
Good god it's one step forward and about 16 back at the moment