MissyS
12-03-07, 01:34
Hi all
found this site a while ago and only just decided to post.
Been suffering from panic attacks on and off for 10 years, sometimes with a good couple of years inbetween. Have had 5 bouts of major depression and with this last one have developed bad anxiety too.
Have been on medication for past 5 months which has really helped, but for the last few weeks I've been feeling very on edge and tight in my chest.
I think it's mainly because I feel like my boyfreind is fed up of me, we were living together but he couldn't cope, I moved back home (2 1/2 hours away from him). And although he's been good at coming to visit lots, he's started being short tempered with me and I just feel useless. He doesn't understand at all. It's like he's sick of even trying to understand.
He was always the person i spoke to and was there for me. I've tried so hard to get better and am doing so well..but it's like it's not enough. He's got this new life and wants a successful girl to be in it with him.
I just don't know what to do...
Sorry everyone. Supposed to be introducing myself but go on a rant instead. Just needed to get it out I think.
Nice to be around people who understand for once.........sometimes it feels so lonely and people make me feel bad for just being who I am. I try so hard to stay on top of it....
found this site a while ago and only just decided to post.
Been suffering from panic attacks on and off for 10 years, sometimes with a good couple of years inbetween. Have had 5 bouts of major depression and with this last one have developed bad anxiety too.
Have been on medication for past 5 months which has really helped, but for the last few weeks I've been feeling very on edge and tight in my chest.
I think it's mainly because I feel like my boyfreind is fed up of me, we were living together but he couldn't cope, I moved back home (2 1/2 hours away from him). And although he's been good at coming to visit lots, he's started being short tempered with me and I just feel useless. He doesn't understand at all. It's like he's sick of even trying to understand.
He was always the person i spoke to and was there for me. I've tried so hard to get better and am doing so well..but it's like it's not enough. He's got this new life and wants a successful girl to be in it with him.
I just don't know what to do...
Sorry everyone. Supposed to be introducing myself but go on a rant instead. Just needed to get it out I think.
Nice to be around people who understand for once.........sometimes it feels so lonely and people make me feel bad for just being who I am. I try so hard to stay on top of it....