Inanna
18-05-16, 09:50
Hi
I don't know whether this is okay for me to post, I may have other problems and anxiety is a symptom rather than the underlying cause.
I doubt myself all the time, and I am faced with things which make me feel strange, and I don't really know what to believe. One part of me thinks I am being manipulated, and I need to cut free, another part of me thinks I am creating a drama and I am paranoid. And when I try to let go, I am told that I am paranoid, which may be true, but I just don't know.
I am told things are unconditional, but I don't really feel that, I feel that the conditions are just unspoken.
If I hold on, I feel uneasy , but if I let go, I am totally alone and am nothing.
I know this post is totally vague, but I don't really know how to explain things. I know I am probably just shouting into the abyss, but my head is a mess, and I need to write it down.
I don't know whether this is okay for me to post, I may have other problems and anxiety is a symptom rather than the underlying cause.
I doubt myself all the time, and I am faced with things which make me feel strange, and I don't really know what to believe. One part of me thinks I am being manipulated, and I need to cut free, another part of me thinks I am creating a drama and I am paranoid. And when I try to let go, I am told that I am paranoid, which may be true, but I just don't know.
I am told things are unconditional, but I don't really feel that, I feel that the conditions are just unspoken.
If I hold on, I feel uneasy , but if I let go, I am totally alone and am nothing.
I know this post is totally vague, but I don't really know how to explain things. I know I am probably just shouting into the abyss, but my head is a mess, and I need to write it down.