blinkthebrink
19-05-16, 00:25
Hey guys could use some words!
I had basal cell about a year ago...got it taken care of no worry because I know that is not fatal. Since then they have taken 8 moles/freckles off of me...all being nothing. Today I had two more and again the waiting game feels like an IMPOSSIBLE thing to make it through. The derm who is very cautious said I am fine just keeping an eye and not taking anything off and that she does not think they are anything but maybe atypical ...I know I'd obsess so I said just do it. I let her know of my anxiety disorder so she does rush results for me.
well one was under my arm so Ive convinced I have melanoma in my lymph nodes. I have resorted to my seldom used xanax and pizza and netflix. I feel paralyzed like I can't even work. :weep:
I had basal cell about a year ago...got it taken care of no worry because I know that is not fatal. Since then they have taken 8 moles/freckles off of me...all being nothing. Today I had two more and again the waiting game feels like an IMPOSSIBLE thing to make it through. The derm who is very cautious said I am fine just keeping an eye and not taking anything off and that she does not think they are anything but maybe atypical ...I know I'd obsess so I said just do it. I let her know of my anxiety disorder so she does rush results for me.
well one was under my arm so Ive convinced I have melanoma in my lymph nodes. I have resorted to my seldom used xanax and pizza and netflix. I feel paralyzed like I can't even work. :weep: