TaylorC
19-05-16, 09:19
I’ve been having a really tough time for the past few weeks.
A bit of backstory – in 2013, I was under a lot of stress and I started to get random pains. It turned out I had a urine infection, but I got antibiotics and it went away. Anyway, I kept getting tons of random pains and symptoms, and I started to worry about them.
And things just got worse and worse for about 6 months – at first I didn’t know that all of the things that I was feeling were anxiety related. I always associated anxiety with panic attacks – and I wasn’t having those.
Anyway, back then I realized after speaking with doctors that it was anxiety and I took time off from work and I got better without medication – which I had been offered.
Anyway, since 2013, I’ve dealt with stresses in life pretty well.
But, about three weeks ago, I started to get chest pains, which went into the back and the left arm. Deep down I knew it was anxiety and so did my husband.
However, I worried about it so much, even when my husband rubbed the area, which was tender and told me that it was muscular pain. I worried something was wrong with my heart.
So, after about two weeks of worrying about my heart I went to the doctor, who told me it was most likely anxiety. I had an ECG done, which was fine. I was relieved, and figured that it was all down to anxiety.
I felt a bit better. Then the weekend after I saw the doctor (so last weekend), I was sitting watching a movie with my husband, feeling relaxed, and my chest started to feel really tight, and I felt breathless – almost like someone was crushing my chest.
It was awful – and I’ve felt that way since. My right eye started to twitch and my lip started to tingle too. I felt so awful that I phoned to speak with the doctor – who again told me it was anxiety.
When I was anxious last time, it was because of my health and other things going on in my life at the time.
But now, I know my chest pain is nothing, work is great, and I’m under no stress, but I still feel really anxious.
I’m anxious about being anxious.
Now, I wake up every morning scared about how bad anxiety is going to make me feel that day. I’m terrified that it’s going to just break my mind and I’ll end up catatonic or something ridiculous.
I guess I’m looking for advice on what to do when anxiety is making you anxious.
At the moment, I feel really spaced out, and just not myself :(
A bit of backstory – in 2013, I was under a lot of stress and I started to get random pains. It turned out I had a urine infection, but I got antibiotics and it went away. Anyway, I kept getting tons of random pains and symptoms, and I started to worry about them.
And things just got worse and worse for about 6 months – at first I didn’t know that all of the things that I was feeling were anxiety related. I always associated anxiety with panic attacks – and I wasn’t having those.
Anyway, back then I realized after speaking with doctors that it was anxiety and I took time off from work and I got better without medication – which I had been offered.
Anyway, since 2013, I’ve dealt with stresses in life pretty well.
But, about three weeks ago, I started to get chest pains, which went into the back and the left arm. Deep down I knew it was anxiety and so did my husband.
However, I worried about it so much, even when my husband rubbed the area, which was tender and told me that it was muscular pain. I worried something was wrong with my heart.
So, after about two weeks of worrying about my heart I went to the doctor, who told me it was most likely anxiety. I had an ECG done, which was fine. I was relieved, and figured that it was all down to anxiety.
I felt a bit better. Then the weekend after I saw the doctor (so last weekend), I was sitting watching a movie with my husband, feeling relaxed, and my chest started to feel really tight, and I felt breathless – almost like someone was crushing my chest.
It was awful – and I’ve felt that way since. My right eye started to twitch and my lip started to tingle too. I felt so awful that I phoned to speak with the doctor – who again told me it was anxiety.
When I was anxious last time, it was because of my health and other things going on in my life at the time.
But now, I know my chest pain is nothing, work is great, and I’m under no stress, but I still feel really anxious.
I’m anxious about being anxious.
Now, I wake up every morning scared about how bad anxiety is going to make me feel that day. I’m terrified that it’s going to just break my mind and I’ll end up catatonic or something ridiculous.
I guess I’m looking for advice on what to do when anxiety is making you anxious.
At the moment, I feel really spaced out, and just not myself :(