Lockey1995
24-05-16, 16:21
Hey,
These 5 weeks have probably been the worst 5 weeks of my life and to make matters worse along with my bowel cancer fears, testicular cancer and now lymphoma . I can know feel a lump not sure on size it feels bigger than a pea, it's not rock hard but I'm not sure if it moves it feels attatched. It is quite squidy it's not rock hard but god this is the last thing i want.
I just want my life back :( never felt so down and alone feel like crying i really just want my life back :( I'm just bursting into full panic attacks in the day sweaty hands, rapid breathing etc I can't cope no more :(
it's not tender it doesn't hurt neither when i push on it.
Underneath it there feels like oblong, rectangle sideways under it idk if this is part of my neck though, can't feel it on the other side though :(.
These 5 weeks have probably been the worst 5 weeks of my life and to make matters worse along with my bowel cancer fears, testicular cancer and now lymphoma . I can know feel a lump not sure on size it feels bigger than a pea, it's not rock hard but I'm not sure if it moves it feels attatched. It is quite squidy it's not rock hard but god this is the last thing i want.
I just want my life back :( never felt so down and alone feel like crying i really just want my life back :( I'm just bursting into full panic attacks in the day sweaty hands, rapid breathing etc I can't cope no more :(
it's not tender it doesn't hurt neither when i push on it.
Underneath it there feels like oblong, rectangle sideways under it idk if this is part of my neck though, can't feel it on the other side though :(.