ker92ri
28-05-16, 00:12
Hi everyone, I'm back, I'm sure that's not a good thing.
I have had the worst few months of my life, but with intense cbt and medication I was able to deal with my blindness fear. I would say I had 4 weeks of feeling relatively 'normal'.
But here we go again, I have noticed over the past few weeks that I am loosing a lot of hair, especially after washing and brushing. I went to the hairdressers recently and she said it was normal to lose between 80 and 100. So of course that has only made me count every single strand. I am having daily panic attacks again because I'm so afraid of going bald.
I really do not want to undo my hard work, but my anxiety has sky rocketed and my ocd is worse than ever. I have as a many people as I can check my hair everyday and I'm now getting very anxious about personal care because I know I'm going to see loads of my hair.
I can't describe how much this condition has ruined every aspect of my life.
So yeah my blindness fear has been completely taken over by the intense fear of going bald. I don't know what else I can do! Had bloods done everything came back fine. I have booked to see a dermatologist privately which is costing a £150. I spent so much seeing private eye doctors.
I'm at a loss about my hair loss and once again, I'm so scared that I don't want to leave the house.
Thanks for reading.
Kerri
I have had the worst few months of my life, but with intense cbt and medication I was able to deal with my blindness fear. I would say I had 4 weeks of feeling relatively 'normal'.
But here we go again, I have noticed over the past few weeks that I am loosing a lot of hair, especially after washing and brushing. I went to the hairdressers recently and she said it was normal to lose between 80 and 100. So of course that has only made me count every single strand. I am having daily panic attacks again because I'm so afraid of going bald.
I really do not want to undo my hard work, but my anxiety has sky rocketed and my ocd is worse than ever. I have as a many people as I can check my hair everyday and I'm now getting very anxious about personal care because I know I'm going to see loads of my hair.
I can't describe how much this condition has ruined every aspect of my life.
So yeah my blindness fear has been completely taken over by the intense fear of going bald. I don't know what else I can do! Had bloods done everything came back fine. I have booked to see a dermatologist privately which is costing a £150. I spent so much seeing private eye doctors.
I'm at a loss about my hair loss and once again, I'm so scared that I don't want to leave the house.
Thanks for reading.
Kerri