dale12345
02-06-16, 23:28
This is embarrassing I have always had anxiety my whole life but lately how the anxiety is just awful . Four months ago I noticed that my left breast slightly. Once the doctor in a panic had a mammogram it turned out to be nothing . Then I ended up in emergency room about a week later with a problem with breathing and thought it was having a heart attack . The blood test showed a slight chance that I had a blood clot somewhere . They took an MRI of my lungs they couldn't be the first one because I was moving so much because of my anxiety . They gave me some Ativan and took another one picture that everything was fine . Since then I have thought about the cancer mouth cancer stomach cancer and brain tumors . The doctor is trying to work out my meds for depression anxiety . Until then I am just miserable and I making everyone around me miserable . My nine year old daughter is so tired me constantly thinking that I am sick . I feel so bad and guilty for the way I'm acting . Into appointment hard time functioning evening in the house and a daily basis . Every little aching pain I think I am dying of cancer or something like that . I just hope it gets better soon I don't know much longer I can take . Just wanted to life and spend time with my daughter . I hope it gets better soon tired of feeling like this. After my daughter goes to sleep at night I spend at least two hours checking the mayor for any little bump. I freak out if I find the littlest thing I'm so tired of feeling like this . I hope that someone can understand how I feel and maybe I can have someone to talk to hear that of always putting it on my family thank you hope everyone has a great night