katyfitz
07-06-16, 22:45
Hi everyone,
So I've had a very tough two weeks and feeling awful as I type. Two weeks ago yesterday I lost my gran and three days later my nan died. Both were sudden and its left me feeling lost and heartbroken. Wondering how I can help my parents get through the loss of their mums.
I've began thinking negatively thinking every ache and pain is something awful and also that at any minute I'm going to keel over or end up in a and e. I'm convinced I'm riddled with either cancer or a life threatening desease and the thought of dying absolutely terrifies me. I've forgotten what it was like to feel normal again (well in myself) and just feel scared. It's a traumatic time for me and my family but can't help crying at night wondering if I'll wake up or what the next day will bring.
Can anyone relate or just give me a friendly ear?
Thanks
So I've had a very tough two weeks and feeling awful as I type. Two weeks ago yesterday I lost my gran and three days later my nan died. Both were sudden and its left me feeling lost and heartbroken. Wondering how I can help my parents get through the loss of their mums.
I've began thinking negatively thinking every ache and pain is something awful and also that at any minute I'm going to keel over or end up in a and e. I'm convinced I'm riddled with either cancer or a life threatening desease and the thought of dying absolutely terrifies me. I've forgotten what it was like to feel normal again (well in myself) and just feel scared. It's a traumatic time for me and my family but can't help crying at night wondering if I'll wake up or what the next day will bring.
Can anyone relate or just give me a friendly ear?
Thanks