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Abeechx
12-06-16, 14:40
keep getting major panic attacks thinking I'm all alone in this body.
I feel like it's only me in here and all my thoughts/movements and actions are only me and will only ever be me. no one else can come inside or feel how I feel. I feel terrified that I'm alone in this body and nobody shares it with me. It's an irrational fear I suppose ...as I understand every single living thing on the planet is an individual but regardless of this I still panic. When I get these feelings I run to my husband and ask him to hug me tight but I can't stay there forever.
It's terrifying that I'm an individual walking on this planet just me and I'm the only me there ever will be.
What is this??? Does anyone else ever feel like this?
No one will ever feel my pain or if I had something seriously wrong with me id have to go through it alone.
I feel like I should have another baby soon as I miss being pregnant and then I won't be alone inside. But the baby will have to come out 9 months later... And no I don't want a baby just so I don't feel alone.
I'm just so confused and scared that I really am the only "me"
I also panic realising that I will die alone one
Day it is envitable and makes me so scared. Help me. What is going on?