Lockey1995
30-06-16, 16:00
Hey,
this 2 and half months has been an absolute rail road of ups and downs seen two doctors they both said similar stress, anxiety maybe ibs and I have my first cbt on monday can't wait tbh anyway.
I'd say it's got slightly better but it still feels weird I go in the morning and it feels like I'm not getting as much out as i used to like ill have a big urge but only get about 3 bits out, there's more in there I can feel it been twice after so 3 times today and there's still more in there just doing bits at a time I'm concerned this is still something bad :(.
Or am i being paranoid it's just constipation? but i mean come on 2 and a half months the only problem I have is I haven't had one day without thinking about it or panicking so do you think it's just because I'm thinking about it even subconsciously it's not going to go at all?
I just really feel it really is something and it just feels weird as it's a change in bowel habits it's really getting me concerened the only thing at the minute is my sleeping pattern is all over the place not getting up till 12 in the afternoon and sleeping at 12 so yes that's 12 hours! i don't know what effect that has but i do feel like ***** at the minute and I don't drink much throughout the day apart from tea and coffee which probably isn't the best.
I'm just really concerned if i leave it, it will be the death of me, i mean even if it's stress surely it wouldn't be like this for this long?
What could be causing this it's just i can't get it all out :(
Sorry for making so many of these I'm just worrying still as it's nearly been 3 months now
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I've started blocking certain sites now using a chrome app
this 2 and half months has been an absolute rail road of ups and downs seen two doctors they both said similar stress, anxiety maybe ibs and I have my first cbt on monday can't wait tbh anyway.
I'd say it's got slightly better but it still feels weird I go in the morning and it feels like I'm not getting as much out as i used to like ill have a big urge but only get about 3 bits out, there's more in there I can feel it been twice after so 3 times today and there's still more in there just doing bits at a time I'm concerned this is still something bad :(.
Or am i being paranoid it's just constipation? but i mean come on 2 and a half months the only problem I have is I haven't had one day without thinking about it or panicking so do you think it's just because I'm thinking about it even subconsciously it's not going to go at all?
I just really feel it really is something and it just feels weird as it's a change in bowel habits it's really getting me concerened the only thing at the minute is my sleeping pattern is all over the place not getting up till 12 in the afternoon and sleeping at 12 so yes that's 12 hours! i don't know what effect that has but i do feel like ***** at the minute and I don't drink much throughout the day apart from tea and coffee which probably isn't the best.
I'm just really concerned if i leave it, it will be the death of me, i mean even if it's stress surely it wouldn't be like this for this long?
What could be causing this it's just i can't get it all out :(
Sorry for making so many of these I'm just worrying still as it's nearly been 3 months now
---------- Post added at 16:00 ---------- Previous post was at 15:26 ----------
I've started blocking certain sites now using a chrome app