Lockey1995
02-07-16, 22:11
Hey
About 4-5 weeks ago now when i was showeing at the top of my left testicle it feels like there's a soft squidgy move able pimple thing at the very top. The weird thing is when I lie down it feels like a vein and sometimes it's hard to find so it might move a bit or be in the scrotum it self. I might have had this years as well not too sure my head is just gone atm. Anyway when i did have a shower yesterday i checked again and i think it is in the epididymis or around that area because I pushed on it and my fingers on the lump were right at the top away from the testicle structure it self but it still scares me.
I have a pea sized one on my right epididymis that I've had ooh for about 5-6 years now gotta be maybe even longer than that which is stupidly never got it checked out. Also if you had some shrinkage in your left testicle would it be very obvious from the outside as in you'd see saggy skin? or am i being paranoid at this point?
I've just felt terrible for the last nearly 3 months now so scared, alone and even if it does get better a little and subsides. I'm really worried that one day one of the above things is going to be the death of me and come back and hit me later on.
Also not sure if this is more of a symptom of depression but atm I'm having terrible intrusive thoughts like wishing above on my aswell and other bad things :(
About 4-5 weeks ago now when i was showeing at the top of my left testicle it feels like there's a soft squidgy move able pimple thing at the very top. The weird thing is when I lie down it feels like a vein and sometimes it's hard to find so it might move a bit or be in the scrotum it self. I might have had this years as well not too sure my head is just gone atm. Anyway when i did have a shower yesterday i checked again and i think it is in the epididymis or around that area because I pushed on it and my fingers on the lump were right at the top away from the testicle structure it self but it still scares me.
I have a pea sized one on my right epididymis that I've had ooh for about 5-6 years now gotta be maybe even longer than that which is stupidly never got it checked out. Also if you had some shrinkage in your left testicle would it be very obvious from the outside as in you'd see saggy skin? or am i being paranoid at this point?
I've just felt terrible for the last nearly 3 months now so scared, alone and even if it does get better a little and subsides. I'm really worried that one day one of the above things is going to be the death of me and come back and hit me later on.
Also not sure if this is more of a symptom of depression but atm I'm having terrible intrusive thoughts like wishing above on my aswell and other bad things :(