katieroseew
03-07-16, 16:07
Hi,
I have a holiday to Australia for 6 weeks on Tuesday, so in two days. At the time it was exciting and I know it is once in a lifetime opportunity but I can't help but worry.
I have that constant dread, fear and overall anxiety looming over the trip and I can't pin point why.. It is driving me insane as I am spiralling into a downfall of confusion and depression. I want to be able to be excited, to plan and to be in control of the fear but I just can't. I am so scared.. so so scared and feel trapped inside my own head with these racing thoughts and feelings.
I have a holiday to Australia for 6 weeks on Tuesday, so in two days. At the time it was exciting and I know it is once in a lifetime opportunity but I can't help but worry.
I have that constant dread, fear and overall anxiety looming over the trip and I can't pin point why.. It is driving me insane as I am spiralling into a downfall of confusion and depression. I want to be able to be excited, to plan and to be in control of the fear but I just can't. I am so scared.. so so scared and feel trapped inside my own head with these racing thoughts and feelings.