elik
07-07-16, 08:47
My insecurities have gone on another level over the last few days. I can't handle being me at all. I am never myself and I'm always so careful in what I say etc so I spend more time on my own where I can breathe. I'm scared that if I start being myself more I will just be a horrible sensitive negative moody person because I'm so dark on the inside, so so dark and I can't even vent because I'm scared of coming across in a negative way! I'm trapped in my self, who I hate and I just don't know how to go forward