carly123
19-03-07, 19:20
I have been doin ok recently, probably cos I've been so busy and not had time to think much!
But the last couple of days I really feel like I'm losing it completely, and today I feel worse than I've ever felt. I just haven't been able to do a damn thing and have this awful feeling of dread, like something terribles about to happen.
I feel really ill cos I've had a nasty cold/cough for a few days which has really knocked me for six and I've got to a point where I'm wondering if I'll ever feel better, or even if I do whether I'll have lost my mind in the meantime.
Not tryin to be overdramatic - it really feels like I can't get a grip. Snapping at everyone, the house is a tip, I've paid no bills, and my 'to do' list is getting out of control. Today I didn't even ring in sick to work, I just didn't go. Kids had veggie burgers and CHIPS for dinner how bad is that?
Sorry to go on but I CAN'T HELP WONDERING IS THIS THE END OF MY SANITY?
But the last couple of days I really feel like I'm losing it completely, and today I feel worse than I've ever felt. I just haven't been able to do a damn thing and have this awful feeling of dread, like something terribles about to happen.
I feel really ill cos I've had a nasty cold/cough for a few days which has really knocked me for six and I've got to a point where I'm wondering if I'll ever feel better, or even if I do whether I'll have lost my mind in the meantime.
Not tryin to be overdramatic - it really feels like I can't get a grip. Snapping at everyone, the house is a tip, I've paid no bills, and my 'to do' list is getting out of control. Today I didn't even ring in sick to work, I just didn't go. Kids had veggie burgers and CHIPS for dinner how bad is that?
Sorry to go on but I CAN'T HELP WONDERING IS THIS THE END OF MY SANITY?