BrokenAge
21-07-16, 02:12
My health anxiety is becoming very obsessive with compulsions. I have been anxious about leukemia for about 3 weeks now and I check my lymphnodes at least 4 or 5 times a day. I constantly check my bruises to see if they're getting worse (I got bruised a bit from wrestling a few days ago) and I check my body for anything that looks abnormal. I've been very aware of slight aches and pains in my body and I get anxious everytime. Just making sure my joints arent aching or if I feel fatigued. This is creating more anxiety and it's getting annoying. I constantly keep googling leukemia symptoms just to make sure I don't have any. It's getting old and I get frustrated with myself but it's hard not to worry.