I need to stop this.

[helenhoo]

Do you think it because I'm off on a big trip that I'm so stuck in a 'somethings wrong with me' loop. I get over one thing and replace with another and then sometimes they'll come round full circle. Today I noticed my hands have tiny freckles and I felt scared, wasn't wven sure what of. I didn't get much sleep last night and my eyes are tired and I'm panicking I'm gonna lose my vision. I have a lose BM and its bowel cancer, my period is early and it's cervical cancer.

My current worry is an occasional foot tingle I'm having and I'm linking this to brain tumour.

[ServerError]

If somebody here could say with 100% certainty it was being caused by your upcoming holiday, would it help? Would it make you feel better? It seems like a plausible trigger, but according to the title of this thread, you recognise you need to tackle this. You have to help yourself to stop it.