katya_1978
29-07-16, 04:53
I'm on my honeymoon - but have been a mess since I got here.
I suffer from anxiety/health anxiety and panic attacks. I've been going through a barrage of tests for a long list of symptoms (some of which could quite easily be caused by anxiety) but that aside, I am currently on a beautiful island off the Dominican Republic coast and all I can think is that I am going to die her. I am getting heart palpitations lying in bed (they're always worse when I lie down) and am constantly on the verge of a panic attack as feel so isolated from civilisation and keep thinking what if something bad happens?! There is a doctor/small medical centre on the island (which consists of just the hotel) but it isn't doing anything to alleviate my fears. It isn't helping that they keep having power cuts (only a minute or so long but quite regularly in the night time) which are dreaming nevout even more.
This is supposed to be a wonderful, romantic and relaxing time and I am lying here in bed in an utter state!
---------- Post added at 04:53 ---------- Previous post was at 04:44 ----------
I should proofread my posts! Which are freaking me out I meant to type.
I suffer from anxiety/health anxiety and panic attacks. I've been going through a barrage of tests for a long list of symptoms (some of which could quite easily be caused by anxiety) but that aside, I am currently on a beautiful island off the Dominican Republic coast and all I can think is that I am going to die her. I am getting heart palpitations lying in bed (they're always worse when I lie down) and am constantly on the verge of a panic attack as feel so isolated from civilisation and keep thinking what if something bad happens?! There is a doctor/small medical centre on the island (which consists of just the hotel) but it isn't doing anything to alleviate my fears. It isn't helping that they keep having power cuts (only a minute or so long but quite regularly in the night time) which are dreaming nevout even more.
This is supposed to be a wonderful, romantic and relaxing time and I am lying here in bed in an utter state!
---------- Post added at 04:53 ---------- Previous post was at 04:44 ----------
I should proofread my posts! Which are freaking me out I meant to type.