katyfitz
04-08-16, 14:58
So as you know I've been posting on here quite a bit and yes I guess it is for reassurance but also I feel quite lonely.
Every time I talk about how I feel I get told I need help as its not the way to live life (very true) but also I feel like I'm annoying people by talking about it, like I'm silly or not normal.
Today I feel a bit spaced out and disorientated and waves of heat are coming over me, I keep thinking I'm riddled with something as it's not normal to feel like this.
I'm just feeling scared that if I go to the doctors something will come back negative and ill end up in hospital.
Earlier today I went for coffee with a friend and whilst she was talking to me I began thinking 'what if tonight I collapse and I go in to hospital, how do I know this isn't going to happen?'
sorry for posting again, just want someone/people to talk to who understand.
Thanks
Every time I talk about how I feel I get told I need help as its not the way to live life (very true) but also I feel like I'm annoying people by talking about it, like I'm silly or not normal.
Today I feel a bit spaced out and disorientated and waves of heat are coming over me, I keep thinking I'm riddled with something as it's not normal to feel like this.
I'm just feeling scared that if I go to the doctors something will come back negative and ill end up in hospital.
Earlier today I went for coffee with a friend and whilst she was talking to me I began thinking 'what if tonight I collapse and I go in to hospital, how do I know this isn't going to happen?'
sorry for posting again, just want someone/people to talk to who understand.
Thanks