sherry68
08-08-16, 16:34
I went to see my specialist for a follow-up of my GERD issue. I have been having bad bloating and mild stomach pain. He wanted to do a follow-up endoscopy which I agreed and then he suggested for me to have colonoscopy as well. I surprised myself when I immediately agreed to have the procedure done. So here I am now in the ward because I chose to be warded overnight and have the prep at the hospital. Currently waiting for the Fortran (according to the nurse this is what they are going to give me).
My anxiety is currently shooting through the roof because of the huge fear of the outcomes. I am so scared if they found anything sinister. I am trying to calm myself down but it is difficult not to be shivering in fear. My bp just now skyrocketed to 148/85.
I will definitely be having sedation. It is not the procedure that scares me so much now but the outcomes. All the what ifs are being played through my mind now. I can almost feel my heart racing.
I really hope I can pull this through..
My anxiety is currently shooting through the roof because of the huge fear of the outcomes. I am so scared if they found anything sinister. I am trying to calm myself down but it is difficult not to be shivering in fear. My bp just now skyrocketed to 148/85.
I will definitely be having sedation. It is not the procedure that scares me so much now but the outcomes. All the what ifs are being played through my mind now. I can almost feel my heart racing.
I really hope I can pull this through..