Minivil
17-08-16, 19:07
Had a rough night last night. My heart was just racing out of my chest, couldn't sleep, still taking a herculean effort not to touch these blasted lumps in my neck and back of head.
It's just a gyno followup appointment, but as I do NOT have the time or money to pay to go to various appointments and specialists, I'm going to try to discuss the anxiety issue and see if he might just look at the glands/painful rash and breakouts around it.
What I hope he will give me: 1) reassurance that it is my anxiety, tell me to stay the course on diet and exercise. 2) Antibiotics to treat any infection I might have (can a gyno do that? I don't know, I'll find out) because these self-made pimples/rash I've made from constantly touching these areas are massively inflamed and painful. 3) some meds to get started on for GAD until I can go see my GP next month for my other routine labs, checkup.
What I DO NOT WANT: 1) to feel like he's rushed or dismissive, 2) referral to another specialist bc that will set my anxiety off into a tailspin.
I'm thinking positively, I'm turning the what if statements around, I'm not prodding the lumps. lol Any thoughts or reassurances? Will check back in when it's over.
It's just a gyno followup appointment, but as I do NOT have the time or money to pay to go to various appointments and specialists, I'm going to try to discuss the anxiety issue and see if he might just look at the glands/painful rash and breakouts around it.
What I hope he will give me: 1) reassurance that it is my anxiety, tell me to stay the course on diet and exercise. 2) Antibiotics to treat any infection I might have (can a gyno do that? I don't know, I'll find out) because these self-made pimples/rash I've made from constantly touching these areas are massively inflamed and painful. 3) some meds to get started on for GAD until I can go see my GP next month for my other routine labs, checkup.
What I DO NOT WANT: 1) to feel like he's rushed or dismissive, 2) referral to another specialist bc that will set my anxiety off into a tailspin.
I'm thinking positively, I'm turning the what if statements around, I'm not prodding the lumps. lol Any thoughts or reassurances? Will check back in when it's over.