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24-03-07, 05:18
Hi guys, I'm so upset, I was doing OK with my anxiety, feeling better, able to do a few more things, THEN, one of my heavy painful periods struck when I was at work, and I had to go and sit down. The others couldn't understand why I didn't go home ("either you're sick or you're not"), but I couldn't have got home without a big mess and it would have meant being on my own...........so I went to the doc who sent me for U/S and it turns out I have an enlarged uterus, thickened endometrium, 2 fibroids and a polyp.........cause of the problem. Haven't seen the gynae yet but it's likely it will have to come out.
BUT.........my manager is not happy, she says people have commented on my "odd" behaviour, (one of these was because I sat on the floor at a union meeting, I think the person who mentioned it was odd) and she says she will be "watching me" .
I could do without this, I was feeling better, the possible hysterectomy is a blow, but I'm not feeling too freaked about it (yet), now I'm going to be worried about everything I do at work in case someone thinks it's "odd".
I just feel like crying now, how can I be normal at work if the manager is watching me? I think she needs a lesson about anxiety.
BUT.........my manager is not happy, she says people have commented on my "odd" behaviour, (one of these was because I sat on the floor at a union meeting, I think the person who mentioned it was odd) and she says she will be "watching me" .
I could do without this, I was feeling better, the possible hysterectomy is a blow, but I'm not feeling too freaked about it (yet), now I'm going to be worried about everything I do at work in case someone thinks it's "odd".
I just feel like crying now, how can I be normal at work if the manager is watching me? I think she needs a lesson about anxiety.