debbsi
25-03-07, 09:17
Hi
Sorry I need to have a moan. I had been doing so well, looking forward to seeing a cbt therapist in 2 weeks. Then we were out in the car driving with the window open and we could smell petrol really strong. So we asked my mechanic brother in law to check it over, he couldnt find anything leaking. We having smelled it since, maybe the petrol cap wasnt tight enough.
So of course when we got home my mind started wandering - what if there is a leak that he didnt spot, how will i get to work with no car, what if its dangerous, what if the smell comes back, what if, what if, what if!!!!!
I got quite down about it. Then my husband asked what was wrong (he says I never tell him whats troubling me), so I told him. Well he flew off the handle - 'your pathetic, you worry about everything bla bla bla'.
So i stropped off up to bed crying then didnt sleep a wink last night had palpitations all night and when I did get off- anxiety dreams. I thought he would be supportive, all I wanted was someone to say it was ok and make me feel better.
So now I feel pretty rubbish. Just wanted to get it off my chest. He'd better apologise when he gets home from work tonight.
Sorry I need to have a moan. I had been doing so well, looking forward to seeing a cbt therapist in 2 weeks. Then we were out in the car driving with the window open and we could smell petrol really strong. So we asked my mechanic brother in law to check it over, he couldnt find anything leaking. We having smelled it since, maybe the petrol cap wasnt tight enough.
So of course when we got home my mind started wandering - what if there is a leak that he didnt spot, how will i get to work with no car, what if its dangerous, what if the smell comes back, what if, what if, what if!!!!!
I got quite down about it. Then my husband asked what was wrong (he says I never tell him whats troubling me), so I told him. Well he flew off the handle - 'your pathetic, you worry about everything bla bla bla'.
So i stropped off up to bed crying then didnt sleep a wink last night had palpitations all night and when I did get off- anxiety dreams. I thought he would be supportive, all I wanted was someone to say it was ok and make me feel better.
So now I feel pretty rubbish. Just wanted to get it off my chest. He'd better apologise when he gets home from work tonight.