Maven
11-10-04, 21:04
In recent weeks i have been aflictied with a slow suffocating agoraphobic panic that has restricted my days in numerous ways, sometimes even in the contentment of my own home i find myself suddenly overtaken by an aura or fits of uncontrollable fear; my only refuge is to jump into a cold shower and assume the fetal position whilst the water plays.
Due to the above mentioned i have missed many days in class and am consequently falling behind, and albeit i still create tenasiosly actually phisically practicing with my beloved band in mt pleasant has been severly limited because of this plaugue.
I am sending this notice in hopes of coming across advice from others who may be afflicted or anyone who may have helpful words.
Mind bending thoughts make me me curl into a ball I shudder and clench my jaw
Due to the above mentioned i have missed many days in class and am consequently falling behind, and albeit i still create tenasiosly actually phisically practicing with my beloved band in mt pleasant has been severly limited because of this plaugue.
I am sending this notice in hopes of coming across advice from others who may be afflicted or anyone who may have helpful words.
Mind bending thoughts make me me curl into a ball I shudder and clench my jaw