Andy1718
13-09-16, 07:11
Hi guys not posted for a while but thought I would share my progress.
I am now back to work on a somewhat reduced timetable. Still taking 20mg and 20mg propranolol when at school. The school has reduced my timetable somewhat but it's hard with new groups and few cover staff. My timetable is pretty bad and I am now head of department. The paper work and monitoring is incredible. So I was doing ok. However last night I slept bad, shallow breath and for the first time was thinking about work in my sleep just the place I didn't want to be. I have managed training days and briefing meetings which is amazing for me. Got loads of anxiety today and adrenaline in arms, the first time for at least a month. Really unsure about this profession now, trying to take each day as it comes and see where we go. Maybe it's not my personal anxiety that I thought I was born with maybe it's the job and profession. I guess another blip I am
Hoping.
I am now back to work on a somewhat reduced timetable. Still taking 20mg and 20mg propranolol when at school. The school has reduced my timetable somewhat but it's hard with new groups and few cover staff. My timetable is pretty bad and I am now head of department. The paper work and monitoring is incredible. So I was doing ok. However last night I slept bad, shallow breath and for the first time was thinking about work in my sleep just the place I didn't want to be. I have managed training days and briefing meetings which is amazing for me. Got loads of anxiety today and adrenaline in arms, the first time for at least a month. Really unsure about this profession now, trying to take each day as it comes and see where we go. Maybe it's not my personal anxiety that I thought I was born with maybe it's the job and profession. I guess another blip I am
Hoping.