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17-09-16, 17:19
Well about a week and a half ago I was have crippling anxiety over stomach pains. I was convinced I was going to have to have surgery or something along them lines. I went to urgent care and they checked me all out and told me I was fine basically. They gave me some anti-anxiety medicine but that was all they could really do for me. Since these feelings of stomach issues though food just hasn't looked at all good to me. I haven't been actually hungry in atleast a week. Nor have I been thirsty. I've been basically forcing myself to drink and choking it down but I'm having a lot harder time with eating. I have HORRIBLE social anxiety and I am afraid of crowds and I've barely been able to go to work. I left early last night due to a horrible panic attack where I was sure I was going to throw up because I ate a half of a slice of pizza. I came home and calmed down and I had no real issues after that and I even got a really good night sleep. I woke up with dry mouth and decided to go get myself some apple juice. I've been kinda forcing it down but now I have the stomach pains and everything again. I know my issue is food related because I feel basically fine until I try to force myself to eat something. Also I know that because I haven't really eaten in so long my stomach is probably very constricted and anything I put in it is going to be a shock. My knees are weak and I shake horribly and I feel like the world is ending. All I ever really want to do is sleep. I went like 2 weeks with out sleeping when I first started having these attacks. Then after I went to urgent care and they told me I was ok it calmed me down enough to get some sleep and now it seems like thats all I ever really want to do. I guess that is because I feel no pain or worry or anything when I am sleeping. I tried to set something up with a therapist but it is the weekend and I don't think she will be back in the office until Monday.