SuperBugMan
18-09-16, 18:22
I'm pretty sure I'm going crazy.
I have delt with anxiety in the past, but at the beginning of the month I had some of the worst panic attacks of my life. I was convinced, I had brain cancer, lympomas, aids, and other assorted shit. I was convinced.
Since that initial attack I feel like I've been loosing touch with reality. I'm still having weird visual issues (specs, small flashes of color and visual snow) and tinnitus. In general I just feel like shit, I want to sleep all day (but I cant actually sleep) and am worried that I will just go crazy overnight.
I get intrusive thoughts and right after I think them I wonder if its the start of psychosis and feel like a piece of shit for even thinking them. I analyze every sound and thing i see to make sure its not the start of hallucinations.
I dont know what to do. I'm about to start school (UCSB, 3rd year) and I feel like I am loosing my ****ing mind.
I saw a psych on the 8th and got put on Cymbalta. I dont have the panic anymore, I just feel like shit, with anxiety. I feel like I am in a dream.
My latest symptoms include flickering vision, flashes in vision, visual snow, dream like state, and emotional blunting.
What if I dont go back to normal?
I have delt with anxiety in the past, but at the beginning of the month I had some of the worst panic attacks of my life. I was convinced, I had brain cancer, lympomas, aids, and other assorted shit. I was convinced.
Since that initial attack I feel like I've been loosing touch with reality. I'm still having weird visual issues (specs, small flashes of color and visual snow) and tinnitus. In general I just feel like shit, I want to sleep all day (but I cant actually sleep) and am worried that I will just go crazy overnight.
I get intrusive thoughts and right after I think them I wonder if its the start of psychosis and feel like a piece of shit for even thinking them. I analyze every sound and thing i see to make sure its not the start of hallucinations.
I dont know what to do. I'm about to start school (UCSB, 3rd year) and I feel like I am loosing my ****ing mind.
I saw a psych on the 8th and got put on Cymbalta. I dont have the panic anymore, I just feel like shit, with anxiety. I feel like I am in a dream.
My latest symptoms include flickering vision, flashes in vision, visual snow, dream like state, and emotional blunting.
What if I dont go back to normal?