dale12345
21-09-16, 00:17
Went to my therapist today he said I have to except that I am not dying. He doesnt want me to make a new appt to see the dr. Makes me feel selfish because there are so many that are. Just want to feel healthy mentally. I hate this anxiety, I hate that I am half a person right now. I am taking my meds and doing everything I should. But I still wake up every morning feeling dread, I go threw the day push my self and still I cant wait to go to sleep every night. I missing my child growing up becuase of my OCD and Health anxiety. Feel like the worst mother in the world. I used to love doing things with her now I feel a sense of dread everyday. My therapist showed me a pic of a brain with ocd, boy its different, lol I know my daughter can sense that I just want to sleep all the time. Sorry to whine once again just needed to vent. AGAIN.