Savvy_Darling
22-09-16, 01:27
So I'm kinda freaking out but trying to stay calm but I need help. I have had a minor kink in my neck/shoulder on the left side and I figured I slept on it wrong.so I've been trying to self massage. Anyways It just feel more sore today and all of a sudden just now I feel like my upper left arm feels weird and so now I feel really weird and anxious and the first thing my anxious mind said was stroke... Or blood clot or heart attack i don't know.. But either way now I feel that horrible feeling when you get really scared about something. :( I'm 22.. But anything can happen and my anxious imagination is doing a number on me right now.. :( it doesn't help that my bfs grandma had stents put in a few weeks ago and now his grandpap had a stent put in yesterday so I think heart worries are in my conscious right now. Just trying to rationalize this but I just feel really panicked.
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I feel pain when I turn my head all the way to the left like as far as I can.. It's not horrible pain just mild but pain still.. It doesn't feel like that on my right side.. Also I feel like it goes in my shoulder when my neck meets. I don't know if I coulda made it worse from self massaging but it just definitely feels more sore today and yesterday is when I noticed it. /: was thinking it could be my pillow because I was waking up with a headache when I got up it went away quick but when I first got up I had a mild headache. I don't know if it could be related but I'm not sure what to think. It's just anxiety is making me really worries about it being something very bad or an indicator of sown thing bad
---------- Post added at 20:27 ---------- Previous post was at 19:48 ----------
I feel pain when I turn my head all the way to the left like as far as I can.. It's not horrible pain just mild but pain still.. It doesn't feel like that on my right side.. Also I feel like it goes in my shoulder when my neck meets. I don't know if I coulda made it worse from self massaging but it just definitely feels more sore today and yesterday is when I noticed it. /: was thinking it could be my pillow because I was waking up with a headache when I got up it went away quick but when I first got up I had a mild headache. I don't know if it could be related but I'm not sure what to think. It's just anxiety is making me really worries about it being something very bad or an indicator of sown thing bad