Darren76
28-03-07, 19:21
its been the worst few weeks for me since i first started having PA's and health anxiety.
in terms of physical stuff, ive been told im very slightly emphysemic, have H-pylori and need grommets reinserting
seem to be ok when im at work, but the moment i get home, anxiety washes over me and very twinge, ache pain and throb gets overanalysed to the point im necking diazepam just to keep myself level.
have a pain in the lower left back at the mo, comes and goes and isnt TOO painful but is enough to convince me i have some kind of kidney pain.
really strugglin to cope with it all at the moment and need to get myself sorted to some extent as im off on my hols next week and dont want to spend the whole trip freaking out.
docs have recommended i go back onto citalopram but really didnt want to do that unless i really had to.
just cant seem to get relaxed and in a chilled place unless im at work, or with my girlfriend and even then, im like at this level of anxiety that could bubbel over at any moment
anyone else struggle with relapses as mine seems to have gone on forever and not calmed down again
:(
in terms of physical stuff, ive been told im very slightly emphysemic, have H-pylori and need grommets reinserting
seem to be ok when im at work, but the moment i get home, anxiety washes over me and very twinge, ache pain and throb gets overanalysed to the point im necking diazepam just to keep myself level.
have a pain in the lower left back at the mo, comes and goes and isnt TOO painful but is enough to convince me i have some kind of kidney pain.
really strugglin to cope with it all at the moment and need to get myself sorted to some extent as im off on my hols next week and dont want to spend the whole trip freaking out.
docs have recommended i go back onto citalopram but really didnt want to do that unless i really had to.
just cant seem to get relaxed and in a chilled place unless im at work, or with my girlfriend and even then, im like at this level of anxiety that could bubbel over at any moment
anyone else struggle with relapses as mine seems to have gone on forever and not calmed down again
:(