paranoid-viking
10-10-16, 22:18
The fear of colon cancer was what started my downward spiral back in June. I had almost all the symptoms or so I thought. Today I finally had the apointement for colonoscopy - it went smoothly. No polyps, no cancer - all clear.
Still; I have pretty much given up the fear of CC and after today it is eliminated as colonoscopy tests are acurate. But my fear is still pancreatic cancer; a murderous fear. I am so unsure how to deal with this fear and I am applying for profesional psychiatric help. I keep wonder if I had been painfree now if I have had a colonoscopy in June; that my present pain are caused by my anxiety. It is so hard to say.
Still; I have pretty much given up the fear of CC and after today it is eliminated as colonoscopy tests are acurate. But my fear is still pancreatic cancer; a murderous fear. I am so unsure how to deal with this fear and I am applying for profesional psychiatric help. I keep wonder if I had been painfree now if I have had a colonoscopy in June; that my present pain are caused by my anxiety. It is so hard to say.