sensorial
11-10-16, 16:19
uhm, well. im not used to go to forums, or to talk about stuff that happens to me, so this is kinda new for me. Im a 18 yo guy, half argentinian half dutch who lives in spain. My parents have been separated their whole life, and ive never achieved to see my father more than a week a year. I've been going each summer to the netherlands since i was 7, but to my grandma's house, while dad worked. So i couldnt see him much either way. I registered myself today, because tomorrow i have a fly to netherlands, where im going to live in my father's house, for the first time, and... im really nervous. It's not like anxiety, i guess, but i just have a car heartbeat atm and really cold hands. I keep being worried if i will make it work, if he will be happy with me or not... I should be in university atm, but i chose to go with my father to live there, and get a job to spare some money, so i can freely choose where to live when i come back, and... ugh, i guess thats all. I know this isnt exactly a introduction to myself, but i would appreciate any kind of reply. I dont really know how to keep me calmed down, even tho i tried to do the recommendations from the posts about anxiety... Thanks for reading tho. It helps me realease what i have inside...