Myranda
16-10-16, 06:37
I posted a thread before about being scared I contracted Meningitis, luckily I do not believe I have. The doctor believes I am just experiencing nerve impingement in my shoulders and back which is contributing to the neck pain I'm getting (which is why I was health anxious about Meningitis).
Since I began worrying about it, I haven't been able to sleep alone. I made my boyfriend sleep with me two nights in a row already. I keep getting panic attacks right as soon as I drift to sleep. I'll be laying down and all the sudden I get a rush through my body and to my head, and it scares me and it makes me think I can't handle the night by myself.
I've never experienced such bad anxiety before. It almost feels like I'm not even existing and that no one else can hear or hear me. I might end up finding myself at my boyfriends house tonight.
Every little thing is frightening me. I'm getting shortness of breath (which I assume is from anxiety) and these head rushes. I don't know what I should do anymore.
---------- Post added at 01:37 ---------- Previous post was at 01:18 ----------
Now I'm scared it's Sepsis... someone help.
Since I began worrying about it, I haven't been able to sleep alone. I made my boyfriend sleep with me two nights in a row already. I keep getting panic attacks right as soon as I drift to sleep. I'll be laying down and all the sudden I get a rush through my body and to my head, and it scares me and it makes me think I can't handle the night by myself.
I've never experienced such bad anxiety before. It almost feels like I'm not even existing and that no one else can hear or hear me. I might end up finding myself at my boyfriends house tonight.
Every little thing is frightening me. I'm getting shortness of breath (which I assume is from anxiety) and these head rushes. I don't know what I should do anymore.
---------- Post added at 01:37 ---------- Previous post was at 01:18 ----------
Now I'm scared it's Sepsis... someone help.