i know its bad

[Wjason]

my anxiety has got so bad i drink till i pass out now.... some how i think its gone an noticed by love ones... i just make an excuse to go to bed early

[SLA]

You're stuck in a perpetual cycle.

You drink because you are anxious, and want relief from your situation.

Yet you are anxious because you drink lots, and don't get quality rest and sleep.

It an easy trap to fall into, and I expect lots of people do it, be included.