rossvic
27-10-16, 17:32
My apologies for the Long post:weep:
First, I just want to thank for this wonderful website that had help me so much through my Journey with HA.
I started to suffered from HA about 1 year and half ago after a health scare and after that I went down the hill. I started doing a therapy, medication, naturopathy, etc. I was doing much better, my panic attack are gone and my anxiety had been very low. Until, two week ago my best friend from collage called me to tell me that she got diagnose with Stage II Breast Cancer. I lost it and started crying. Ironic, because back in the days, I was the strongest of the two and when she called me and said you always had been so strong and I need you so much (in my mind I said not anymore) I composed myself and started to give her support and said in my mind is not about me its my friend that need me right now. Well, after this I think my friend condition trigger my HA and I went down the hill again (my HA is about the Cancer) I started to think that I had an specific type of the C disease and after I got reassurance from that one and I started to think about another type. I feel so frustrated because I had done a lot of test and gone to the Doctor some many times that I lost count and I'm fine every time, I get any type of ache I think I had the C disease. Also, this make me feel so depressed because I feel I'm so selfish on feeling this way knowing that there some many people like my friend that are going thru worth thing that I'm :weep:
First, I just want to thank for this wonderful website that had help me so much through my Journey with HA.
I started to suffered from HA about 1 year and half ago after a health scare and after that I went down the hill. I started doing a therapy, medication, naturopathy, etc. I was doing much better, my panic attack are gone and my anxiety had been very low. Until, two week ago my best friend from collage called me to tell me that she got diagnose with Stage II Breast Cancer. I lost it and started crying. Ironic, because back in the days, I was the strongest of the two and when she called me and said you always had been so strong and I need you so much (in my mind I said not anymore) I composed myself and started to give her support and said in my mind is not about me its my friend that need me right now. Well, after this I think my friend condition trigger my HA and I went down the hill again (my HA is about the Cancer) I started to think that I had an specific type of the C disease and after I got reassurance from that one and I started to think about another type. I feel so frustrated because I had done a lot of test and gone to the Doctor some many times that I lost count and I'm fine every time, I get any type of ache I think I had the C disease. Also, this make me feel so depressed because I feel I'm so selfish on feeling this way knowing that there some many people like my friend that are going thru worth thing that I'm :weep: