Dshell
03-04-07, 12:33
Hello everyone!!
Hope your all ok!
So far I am having a really bad week and feeling really down and shakey about it - nothing huge really, just things seem intent on stressing me out!!
It started on Sunday morning when the internet wouldn't work!! this stressed me out as i have 2 really big assignments that I need to do and of course, I need access to the internet for research! Anyway, got that sorted by going to buy a new router and then getting the network set up again. Then, i tried doing my work but because I am so stressed about it (for some reason, I can't do assignment work under pressure!!) I couldnt do it and instead got really panicy and started with a nasty headache. In the end I managed to get about 500 words done but still not as many as I needed to really!! Anyway, then I went on to have an argument with my bloke (who is also stressing me out becuase he isn't very well and the moment and I feel like I am just waiting for a phonecall to tell me something has happened) and haven't spoken to him since. then I had a really tough shift at work which really upset me, then I managed to fall out with my parents to!! Therefore, I went to bed really early, pretty much to stop myself arguing with people and because I felt so emotionally and physically drained!!
Today I got up, still with the banging headache, still absolutely knackered (even after another 12 hour sleep!) and then got stressed again because my internet wasn't working again and I have had o move all my stuff into another room (which my housemate has left to go home for easter) so that I can connect again to the internet!! And of course, I am now so het up again that I can't to my work!!!!
Luckily, my 2 housemates are both leaving to go home for a few weeks over the easter holidays so at least I can't fall out with them but at the same time, I dont want to be by myself either because I am so stressed and panicy!!!
Any advice on how to calm down and turn around my bad week before things get even worse? I really need to finish a 4000 word assignment this week, whilst also working nights and other shifts but I just find that even when i do have the time I am just to worked up to actually do anywork which makes me even more panicy and het up!!!
Sorry for the big long post and I hope it is at least readable!! Sorry if it isnt!!
Thanks for reading, could really do with a giant hug at the moment and someone to talk to that I am not going to fall out with (I never normally fall out with anyone!!!)
DShell x
Hope your all ok!
So far I am having a really bad week and feeling really down and shakey about it - nothing huge really, just things seem intent on stressing me out!!
It started on Sunday morning when the internet wouldn't work!! this stressed me out as i have 2 really big assignments that I need to do and of course, I need access to the internet for research! Anyway, got that sorted by going to buy a new router and then getting the network set up again. Then, i tried doing my work but because I am so stressed about it (for some reason, I can't do assignment work under pressure!!) I couldnt do it and instead got really panicy and started with a nasty headache. In the end I managed to get about 500 words done but still not as many as I needed to really!! Anyway, then I went on to have an argument with my bloke (who is also stressing me out becuase he isn't very well and the moment and I feel like I am just waiting for a phonecall to tell me something has happened) and haven't spoken to him since. then I had a really tough shift at work which really upset me, then I managed to fall out with my parents to!! Therefore, I went to bed really early, pretty much to stop myself arguing with people and because I felt so emotionally and physically drained!!
Today I got up, still with the banging headache, still absolutely knackered (even after another 12 hour sleep!) and then got stressed again because my internet wasn't working again and I have had o move all my stuff into another room (which my housemate has left to go home for easter) so that I can connect again to the internet!! And of course, I am now so het up again that I can't to my work!!!!
Luckily, my 2 housemates are both leaving to go home for a few weeks over the easter holidays so at least I can't fall out with them but at the same time, I dont want to be by myself either because I am so stressed and panicy!!!
Any advice on how to calm down and turn around my bad week before things get even worse? I really need to finish a 4000 word assignment this week, whilst also working nights and other shifts but I just find that even when i do have the time I am just to worked up to actually do anywork which makes me even more panicy and het up!!!
Sorry for the big long post and I hope it is at least readable!! Sorry if it isnt!!
Thanks for reading, could really do with a giant hug at the moment and someone to talk to that I am not going to fall out with (I never normally fall out with anyone!!!)
DShell x